in unpredictable way, keep your head up, keep positive thinking :)
meetup w/ Ayu and Asrar(Toni) from Banjarmasin @soursally PVJ (15 Januari 2013)
I can forgive but can’t forget!
hunting waktu pulang dari CFD bareng pria2 Bogor haha
My experience in the selection of cervical cancer ambassador :)
Me, the man who don’t even know who you are.the past, your life is yours, there’s no me. But God has plan. He unite us in the name of love. There’s no one know their journey. So do I. I don’t know if i will met a girl like you. you’re the perfect one that i ever met. We start our journey, July 16th.
You changed me a lot. There’s many thing changing in my life after you came, it’s like a fairy tale. so hard to believe that you’re here with me, in the same ship. Sail the ocean, so much love. but the journey isn’t always in a good way.
Sometimes some storm is good for us. but too much storm is bad. I’m tired. I gave up, but you don’t. you still there, in the same place. you don’t go anyware. you hold me tight.
I walked out from your life. but you chase me wherever I go. I don’t want you to touch me, but you keep smile for me, there, in the same corner. i don’t care about you again. but still worried about me. you cry for me. you begging meback. but i still don’t care.
Shit, how fool I’m. You! it’s clearly you love me so much. yes I’m fool. i don’t know what to say. i’m too shy to start it again. me, the man whi hurting you. i’m sorry for all the bad things. But you have to know, I still want to be with you. forever of my life. is it too late? maybe it’s late. but its never wrong to tried. (09, AAF)
(I found this message and I read it again..)
whenever that miracle will come, and that message appears in my phone again..
It was just a dream and imaginary.